Paranoia

Akira was jumping and having a ball in her jumperoo earlier tonight and I was LOVING it!
She hasnt really seemed to like her jumperoo much yet but tonight she was just jumping up a storm! I really wish I could capture the look on her face when she's jumping bc it is just soo darn adorable!! She gets all into it!! But, alas, it blurs.

Paranoia Paranoia everyones out to get me....
I think I have driven myself even deeper into my insanity...I'm sitting here alone, its after 4 am...and I am HEARING SHIT!!! I'm used to the sounds of the rats and what not, but seriously, I feel like there is some imminent danger near by and I dont get why! We live in the country, we do have neighbors, I personally know all 3 of them very very well and the woman who lives closest to us happens to be my cousin (she's in her late 70's now). I just have this horrible feeling and I dont know why!!! I want to leave the front door locked but I know that I have the house key bc Jeremy didnt take his keys w/ him when he went out on the rig tonight. POO!! And I know I more than likely won't wake up when he gets home around 8 am unless he tries to sneak in and be quiet, he knows if he just bangs around like normal it won't phase me.

I guess I'm just a freak or something!! We live right on a highway that there is a decent amount of traffic on for the area, although the only things I've personally heard go by in the past couple hours is semi's and truck drivers don't bother me. Its the strangers in cars that aren't from here that bother me.

Ok I should probably go to bed...maybe I'll load the 30-06 and put it under my side of the bed, make me feel better! lol G'night world!!